posted by owen on 2007-Mar-24.
I was walking back across the open lot after buying chinese food. It was dusk and the rain was drizzling rather slowly but enough for me to feel it hitting my face and making the ear near my nose cold as I whisper. As I left people standing in the shelter I thought this would be a really poetic way to get sick and die WITH PURPOSE. In the pursuit of happiness. My morbid nature keeps me centered, objective and focused like a rabid monkey. I know it pisses you off. I'm short on money, restless, I need to visit the bank, I havenâ€™t been there in a while.
I do tend to push the boundries a bit when I write. It is always open for interpretation. I don't take myself too seriously for I might miss out on a good opportunity to write something truly new and original. Rather than something teach-ed, lol. I am a man of many parallel seasons. I wait for bad things to happen. People really donâ€™t mean a thing to me, as long as they are happy Iâ€™m ok. Donâ€™t give me your cross to bare â€“ I have enough. Don't weigh me down. I thrive on sunshine. But seriously, because your old enough to be my mother doesn't mean that our love is not ment to be, our star not ment to shine, nor that the children which come forth from our incest would not have good hair. Pull me out of your crash.
As I'm sitting he contemplating how I'm going to have a good week, this week. I run through the old news on my laptop. I had set my cellphone ring tone to the ask-a-ninja jingle. I was surprised as to how much hearing the sound of it ring effects my emotion. It is as if my mind has programmed itself into reacting to the sound of the little device. As if I sit waiting for it ring, so that I can pick it up like a small child in my arms. A day old child that is controlled by an evil spawn of satan, bent on leaving me waiting indefinitely. Mental Slavery. Long sentence. As a test, I went into the settings and made it ring - it feels good, for absolutely no reason at all. Effect is a funny thing. This week is happy week. Any suggestions as to how I should spend it?