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Not About Love

submitted on 10th Oct 2007. A part of Logbook. New entry

written by owen

It has been raining a lot for some odd reason which I cannot understand or out think. It makes no sense at all. Let the love back in, give us the sunshine instead of the rain. All that I want is to be happy again. I broke office style code and started wearing sneakers to work, why does it have to be so hard, linger, remain present although waning and gradually dying. I am never ready for what you do.

"Leave pretty women to men without imagination". I have no idea who said that - look it up. And I would rather not be lured into commenting on relationships even when talking to myself. I get myself in trouble. I always say the wrong things like an insensitive bastard from a far away place with wide never ending fields of grass and stone walls on the edge of the ocean. Any comment I make is usually misinterpreted, one false move, its hard to breathe, words fail me, can't trust my hands for the work is too important.

I have not written in a while and without a suitable muse, writing about anything is useless sans something beautiful. Before long I'll start writing about writing. Or I'll just not write anything at all but there is always a ton of beauty in the world that appeals to all my senses. Had I the time to stop, look, smell and kill it. It is like when you feel something for a split second and it changes you somehow that you have to go back again and feed the hunger.

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sneakers to work?!
were they stylish this-is-not-a-sneaker sneakers? You know the kind--they sort of look like a soccer shoe for punks.

by Gods Child ( Wed, 10th Oct 2007 at 9:52 pm )
wow your up late. nope black rebucks like that which they wear in pro -backetball. They are nice and water proof.

reply by owen (Wed, 10th Oct 2007 at 10:04 pm )
"And I would rather not be lured into commenting on relationships"
ohreally? :D

by Hayo ( Thu, 11th Oct 2007 at 2:49 am )
I need more sleep.
leave me alone [indifferent]

reply by owen (Thu, 11th Oct 2007 at 7:50 pm )
But Owen, I gave you something beautiful to inspire you... ( madbull.wordpress.com/2007/10/07/nnenna-or-is-it-ulunma/ )
you should be writing up a storm, or at least be doing your mornings calisthenics, or maybe dodging silver bullets as the posse closes in on you and the sun is coming up. [confident]

by Mad Bull ( Thu, 11th Oct 2007 at 10:10 am )
Why NOT become a member?
ewwwwwww [cry]

reply by owen (Thu, 11th Oct 2007 at 7:48 pm )
I spent part of my day hacking java struts and taking picture of my shoes

by owen ( Thu, 11th Oct 2007 at 9:13 pm )
useless talent #32
can you show us a pic of your shoe with your foot actually in them? I was sitting there thinking, wow Owen has unusually skinny ankles

reply by Gods Child (Mon, 15th Oct 2007 at 2:39 pm )
My feet athose are size eleven shoes so the perspective might make my skinny ankles look even skinnier

reply by owen (Mon, 15th Oct 2007 at 2:59 pm )
u spelt beautiful correctly...wow

by Jamila ( Wed, 02nd Sep 2009 at 9:14 am )