Not About Love

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written by owen on 2007-Oct-10.

It has been raining a lot for some odd reason which I cannot understand or out think. It makes no sense at all. Let the love back in, give us the sunshine instead of the rain. All that I want is to be happy again. I broke office style code and started wearing sneakers to work, why does it have to be so hard, linger, remain present although waning and gradually dying. I am never ready for what you do.

"Leave pretty women to men without imagination". I have no idea who said that - look it up. And I would rather not be lured into commenting on relationships even when talking to myself. I get myself in trouble. I always say the wrong things like an insensitive bastard from a far away place with wide never ending fields of grass and stone walls on the edge of the ocean. Any comment I make is usually misinterpreted, one false move, its hard to breathe, words fail me, can't trust my hands for the work is too important.

I have not written in a while and without a suitable muse, writing about anything is useless sans something beautiful. Before long I'll start writing about writing. Or I'll just not write anything at all but there is always a ton of beauty in the world that appeals to all my senses. Had I the time to stop, look, smell and kill it. It is like when you feel something for a split second and it changes you somehow that you have to go back again and feed the hunger.

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  1. sneakers to work?!
    were they stylish this-is-not-a-sneaker sneakers? You know the kind--they sort of look like a soccer shoe for punks.

    by Gods Child 2007-Oct-10 

  2. wow your up late. nope black rebucks like that which they wear in pro -backetball. They are nice and water proof.

    by owen 2007-Oct-10 

  3. "And I would rather not be lured into commenting on relationships"

    ohreally? :D

    by Hayo 2007-Oct-11 

  4. leave me alone [indifferent]

    by owen 2007-Oct-11 

  5. But Owen, I gave you something beautiful to inspire you... ( )

    you should be writing up a storm, or at least be doing your mornings calisthenics, or maybe dodging silver bullets as the posse closes in on you and the sun is coming up. [confident]

    by Mad Bull 2007-Oct-11 

  6. ewwwwwww [cry]

    by owen 2007-Oct-11 

  7. I spent part of my day hacking java struts and taking picture of my shoes

    by owen 2007-Oct-11 

  8. can you show us a pic of your shoe with your foot actually in them? I was sitting there thinking, wow Owen has unusually skinny ankles

    by Gods Child 2007-Oct-15 

  9. My feet athose are size eleven shoes so the perspective might make my skinny ankles look even skinnier

    by owen 2007-Oct-15 

  10. u spelt beautiful

    by Jamila 2009-Sep-02