written by owen on 2025-Dec-24.

It is Christmas again and I am taking it low key as I usually do. trying not to die in a car accident. I think the overall reward of getting older is the ability to focus and free yourself from mental slavery of society. the downside is that your world view is so why that you try to juggle many things in your life because you know that your time is finite. It is an immense achievement when I actually complete anything significant. I complete little things but perfectionism makes the state of completeness even more elusive because my standards are much higher.

I am losing track of the projects I have put off in my back burner. As the world gets tighter and the build environment changes I am forced to adapter to things I thought I had escaped in my earlier life and now. Now I am here again in this space and time on the edge of a new year. A continuation of an old year and 4 months of a new birthday. Hear we go again.

Oh my camera died which is probably the reason I am able to actually put pen to paper, keyboard to screen. I will try to do as much as I can before I buy a new camera because I will buy a new one - I love photography too much. Too much that it might be killing me softly with its song. There wont be many best of lists at the end of this year. of course I will still do some of the foundational stuff but I will, hopefully, spend the last couple days in 2025 picking up speed.

permanent link. Find similar posts in Logbook.